forget it.

its so hard wanting someone to understand your side of the story and also react to it the way,you want it to be. however it may seem fake, someone would willingly do it only because for his/her responsibility and nothing more. you cant expect one to understand you always, though understanding is most likely to be the important thing.

these changes are so frightening but i know i'm still safe. my decision was right. i'm pretty certain its the right one. whether its perception or the cause of changes, i dont know and i dont care.

& geesh,i'm only fifteen.
ohwell nothings went into me, i'm still a happy child.

tamil Os are just 12 days away. & theres deepavali, mothsin's birthday, brother's homecoming.

& boys are just have to ability to make feel better, SOMETIME. no actually, all the time.