I want to climb this very tall apple tree,in the countryside. you know what i mean. sit at the top. Not alone at all,of course. We would talk through the night. & please no, hot and humid weather. Nice breezy, day. Then we would eat apples, tell each other stories. We would held our hand, laughing our hearts out. Then we would help each other down the tree and if we cant get down, they we would gladly stay at the top. Maybe try to build a hammock, lie there and look at the sky. Omg, this really sounds so good. This has to be the best day in life ((((:

wish i could be every little thing,you wanted. all the time.
oh wait, i am.

forget it.

its so hard wanting someone to understand your side of the story and also react to it the way,you want it to be. however it may seem fake, someone would willingly do it only because for his/her responsibility and nothing more. you cant expect one to understand you always, though understanding is most likely to be the important thing.

these changes are so frightening but i know i'm still safe. my decision was right. i'm pretty certain its the right one. whether its perception or the cause of changes, i dont know and i dont care.

& geesh,i'm only fifteen.
ohwell nothings went into me, i'm still a happy child.

tamil Os are just 12 days away. & theres deepavali, mothsin's birthday, brother's homecoming.

& boys are just have to ability to make feel better, SOMETIME. no actually, all the time.