right,i havent felt confident of going to a good class next year.I am not anywhere near the feeling.I am afraid of the time to come,living the day as it goes isnt going to do me any good.I want to do well and its no big deal sayin it and not doing anything about it.

Computer,blogging and MSN are never anymore,though i suck at self-discipline i would try my best to stay away from sources of distraction!I realise i have self-esteem issues,i do mug alot.I would do it all,for the sake of being the best.

'Play hard,study hard' would be the mantra for now.
ohwells,this is a random post,i just need some self-encouragement.

I cant seem to form complete sentences,i did do some listings again.

-Friendster is a being a sore pain.those playboy&playgirl wannabe,lovercraps are just annoying and those loveydovey messages.ohwells,i wonder why i have an friendster account.

-my biggest woes now is that,how badly threading is going to hurt.

-how much i want to watch movies with my brothers,the last one was during June hols.

-my daily dosage of desperate housewifes,how it makes my monday nights glued to that big black box.