look whose back!

so far,its been so tiring and exhilarating.
the holidays! hoping from house to house. and also KL.

kl was goood. we were in a beach resort.
and the kids got to stay away from the parents. late night fun with the boys.
the supper, the hot showers, the balcony, the awesome sunrise, the bed-fight,1am bowling
hah,beach volleyball in the rain was the deal. we also played pool(:
& we had shopping! 4 days was dang goood.

then, i had the babygirls.
london bridge and ringa-roses moments. & i was pretty amused by the way they could move their body to both mtv and suntv. woah, i would have been tired. each time, there was a song, both the girls were infront of the tv. & how they tried teaching me some song, the elder learnt from school. hah,i thought i was seeing some beyonce and rihanna in the making. grandparents were entertained. a year more, till they hit home back at aussie.

pratically everyday i had something to do.
even it was like bringing the girls to playground,i so loved it.
there was shanky too. how she always called me to bugis and how i always turn up at bugis to meet her though i had fever. & not forgetting the katong laksa. the effing goood food,i swear.

i have lots of pictures to upload, let me consolidate them all.
christmas is coming. cant wait.
presents,food,turkey,fun,the christmas tree deco.

i would wear you like a locket around my throat.

tmr is the result day for psle candidates.

i'm effing scared for mothsin.

220 plus,i pray.

you say its fate.I say,no. And you say if its meant to be,its meant to be.

this aside.

life full of uncertainties and yes, the fragility. how unfair can it get. how bad life could treat you. once again, its LIFE. something not easy. Its not a trade. Give and take. Negotiate. and finally compromise.

he would just have to know that she loved him alot. well,maybe he loved her alot too.
you would be indeed remembered for everything.

i value everything now. more when i was with you. i have learned to priortise. Priortise,baby!
thanks for your presence last night and your absence forever. And you know, i havent regretted knowing you,anytime. you taught me, many things. now,i wouldnt risk my time anymore.

and Shankari. i always thank you for your long talks about anything and everything under the sun. all those heart-warming talks. and long walks too. your presence always. be it orange or blue, i would always be red ranger. Promise me you wouldnt mature anytime soon. Promise me you wouldnt stop, even when miracles happen.

I want to climb this very tall apple tree,in the countryside. you know what i mean. sit at the top. Not alone at all,of course. We would talk through the night. & please no, hot and humid weather. Nice breezy, day. Then we would eat apples, tell each other stories. We would held our hand, laughing our hearts out. Then we would help each other down the tree and if we cant get down, they we would gladly stay at the top. Maybe try to build a hammock, lie there and look at the sky. Omg, this really sounds so good. This has to be the best day in life ((((:

wish i could be every little thing,you wanted. all the time.
oh wait, i am.