the sudden urge to log in the blogspot today. after days.
i had alot to say. i dont really what to go on, how hectic sec4 is.

its a new year and i believe i got to change way of life now. since theres the big fat Os.
i'm not going to come up with some resolutions cause i just cant do things do as it planned.
but i need to remind myself yet again,not to do some things.

-priortise. thats a big word now. i MUST do whatever thats planned to be done.

-avoid distractions, all sort of distractions. AVOID all contact.

-stop making a mockery out of people. I know i'm just so good at that, whoever walks by me or sits by me gets mocked so badly even when they are complete strangers. Hah, i dont spare my friends either. Mock and just mock. Oh, DJJ is one such victim. but you know,i love you.

-learn to sit with my leg closed to each other. yes, the principal even warned me about my legs-wide-apart position. yes the principal itself. big shame. i'm learning and i'm trying very badly.

i think it should be all.

and on a much lighter note, i have ZERO tolerance for people whom keep saying, "i think i going to die,confirm cannot survive". annoys me big time. seriously, if you cant deal this then how about giving birth or for the matter how are you going to survive in today's world. and also those who are like,' my life is miserable'. stop wallowing in self-pity. seriously, so overrated.

and the next time, dont say cheese as you take picture. say 'jalfreeezi'. sorry if you dont get it. only darlene gets it.

i'm, dimple rotibhai lala.

theres the good,bad and the ugly.
which is you,baby.

I can express my anger for you in more ways than you imagine. Yeah,you wouldn't have known
Deep down you are still the boy who was always willing to talk to me. And the times,you also tell me about your numerous gfs and how we could always cliche. The times you always mock at me, how you insisted that i'm fat. Childhood days with you, i cherish. Everything was good. Even if you are not going to say it, I really miss those days.
You would be doing very fine, i know.

look whose back!

so far,its been so tiring and exhilarating.
the holidays! hoping from house to house. and also KL.

kl was goood. we were in a beach resort.
and the kids got to stay away from the parents. late night fun with the boys.
the supper, the hot showers, the balcony, the awesome sunrise, the bed-fight,1am bowling
hah,beach volleyball in the rain was the deal. we also played pool(:
& we had shopping! 4 days was dang goood.

then, i had the babygirls.
london bridge and ringa-roses moments. & i was pretty amused by the way they could move their body to both mtv and suntv. woah, i would have been tired. each time, there was a song, both the girls were infront of the tv. & how they tried teaching me some song, the elder learnt from school. hah,i thought i was seeing some beyonce and rihanna in the making. grandparents were entertained. a year more, till they hit home back at aussie.

pratically everyday i had something to do.
even it was like bringing the girls to playground,i so loved it.
there was shanky too. how she always called me to bugis and how i always turn up at bugis to meet her though i had fever. & not forgetting the katong laksa. the effing goood food,i swear.

i have lots of pictures to upload, let me consolidate them all.
christmas is coming. cant wait.
presents,food,turkey,fun,the christmas tree deco.

i would wear you like a locket around my throat.

tmr is the result day for psle candidates.

i'm effing scared for mothsin.

220 plus,i pray.